So its been a long while on here Mum, not through lack of thought for you. I still miss you so much, I don't think that will ever get any better.So many things come to mind day to day, some little some big, had a banana and sugar sandwich this week, made me think of being a little girl again in the kitchen at Icklesham with you :) random I know ! so may happy memories growing up. Dreamt last night and you and Dad were both still here with me and we were planning his birthday, shocker when wake and realise its not real :( Love you so much always and forever xxxxxxxxxx