So Mum long time again...but then I get to chat with you up the cemetery every week, sadly not been warm enough to sit and stay for a decent length of time.... I am missing you soooo much. Feel real angry that you left me lately, and I know it's not your fault, wasn't your choice, need you here, nothing ever been same without you. So very lonely without you, find life even tougher than I did when you were here, feel like I'm crashing and burning at the moment, and all I want is for you to be here to give me a big hug, and know that someone is here for me, someone who loves me no matter what, and that someone was you. Home was always a sanctuary, because you were there, it was a safe and loving place, and now all that is gone...missing you and loving you with all my heart xxxx