Miserable rainy day Mum, things are tough without you, I don't think it gets any easier. In the recent hot weather I've been in my garden and feel closer to you, I have all your plants I escaped with from Fern Road starting to bud and grow again, wish we could have got you out into your precious garden when you came home from the hospital, I hear the birds and think of you. Everything I see, hear, touch reminds me of you in some way, always in my thoughts...lots memories flood back. Could do with a big hug just now :( ...Love always xxxxxxxx